Sunday, October 26, 2008
12:20 AM
fine.
everything is MY FAULT.
i'm the one who cause every single thing
i'm the one who made us this now
i'm the one who make us drift
i'm the one who make you the person you are now
i'm sorry for making you feel this way
i'm sorry for being such a lousy friend
i'm sorry for not bothering about you
i'm sorry for making you whine everyday
i'm sorry for making you DWELL
i'm sorry for making you blog everytime about it
i'm sorry for trying to be a friend
i'm sorry for making you the way you are now
i'm sorry for making you bitch
i'm sorry for making you say bad things about me
i'm sorry for making you feel you're at fault
i'm sorry for making you feel irrelevant
i'm sorry for making your friends think i'm the bad person
i'm sorry for making you compare everything
i'm sorry for beliving you
i'm sorry for the pollution
i'm sorry for the global warming
i'm sorry for the recession
i'm sorry for making kids starve
i'm sorry for people dying
i'm sorry for people being short
i'm sorry for people being fat
i'm sorry for the war
i'm sorry for making you go and tell your friends about this post now.
yes yes. i'm the bad person
BLAME EVERYTHING ON ME
so now.
no one blames you for anything ok?
you're the angel
i'm the devil
you are soooo not at fault
you did nothing wrong
you are as innocent as a dog is
you are popular and got a good reputation now
isn't this what you want?
HAPPY?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
11:03 PM
one day of not having any phone results is 20 missed calls and 15 sms!!!!!!
PENG.
i'm so tired from school!
i actually fell asleep sitting up in class.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yes. went to try to solve the problem
but the more i heard the more i got annoyed
so yes. maybe it's beyond hope already
you can take back the 13 years
9:15 AM
GOSH.
something super funy happened this morning
and i realise
I HAVE FRIENDS WHO GET WORRIED OVER ME!
HAHAHAHAHHA.
btw.
bangkok might be canceled.
because of the riot.
although we won't be getting back our money but it's ok?
blahblahblah.
no one cares! :]
12:22 AM
you drew the line between us
i never believed your excuses for what you did
i know you still talk crap behind
what right do you have HUH? WHAT RIGHT????
you know what?
i'm not going to give you the attention you want
I'M SO OVER YOU.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
6:10 PM
btw
I MISS SHAZ!!!!!!!!!
6:00 PM
itunes: matchbook romance - lovers and liars
sometimes it's hard to find true friends
even so, how do you know how true they are?
they can always turn their back on you or whatsoever
and forgot that you were there when they had problems
it seems that once they are sucked into a world which they live in, they forget about how you were there and how you cared and openly appreciate others and not you in hope to work some reverse psychology shit.
or they assume that you don't care, maybe it's because i have given you all the advises i can already and there is nothing more i can say if you wish to keep drowning.
or they could just act all nice infront of you but behind your back they say SUPER BAD things about you.
if you don't want others to treat you in a way, den don't treat them the same way.
i believe my tolerance has been better than others
i believe i'm much more soft hearted than the rest
yet you abused it.
i was there
i understood
i literally wiped your tears and gave u a pat on your back.
things changed but i am still TRYING.
maybe i should stop trying already?
Friday, October 17, 2008
12:43 AM
itunes: black kids - love me already
i just read something while blog hopping.
my thinking is:
when you know someone even if it is just an acquintance,
you would actually notice a change in them,
either in a small way or a big way; good or bad
the thing is there is a CHANGE!
but seriously, some will never change although they always speak of trying to change for the better but it's all words to me.
and if your treated the same why over and over again by different people, doesn't that mean something?
stop making excuses for yourself and face the music yo!
who hasn't felt like a cloud out of the sky before?
everyone has no matter how popular
its how you deal with it
do you pluge yourself into a bowl of pity and whine everyday?
do you literally read everything between the lines and dig your own grave?
or do you simply comfort yourself saying it's probably nth or not worth it, get over it and MOVE ON?
i thought being naive and acting that way like a kid was so..
well, like a kid
food for thought: you dig your own grave and affect the ones around you; only you can change that.
Monday, October 13, 2008
3:34 PM
itunes: ayaka - okaeri
thought of the moment:
what is it like to have someone die in your arms?
all you can do is hold him tight and tell him you love him
and yet you have to bid him goodbye.
you heard these things before
you seen these things before
you may sympathise with them
but you can never feel the pain.
goodbye my friend
i'll join you soon
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
2:28 PM
having every day 4 off is superb
i get to catch up with extra sleep or go out with friends!
BEST.
all my days are mixed up, thursdays feel like mondays and tuesdays feels lie friday!
16 sept o8'
KOREAN FOOD AND HIGHLIGHTING OF HAIR















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26th sept o8'
STAY OVER AT HSIAOLI HOUSE
DINNER: BIMBIMBAB AND FACIALS!
shopping for groceries took 1 hr till we finally reached hsiao li's place to cook dinner.




carrots, cucumber and meat































